Sooooo… Still unemployed. BUT at least I’ve still got my pride. In unrelated news my mother took me shoe shopping two days ago.

Found a pair for 19 bucks! I’m pretty frugal when it comes to clothes. Also, like I said before, I’m still unemployed.

Speaking of being unemployed (Oh! You didn’t know I was unemployed?) I’m currently dealing with the type of crisis I thought I would have when I was older with a mustache and perhaps, god willing, suspenders. I need to figure out what I want to do. Do I want to find another 40 hour a week job? Do I want to try drawing full time? Do I want to blow everything on an adventure and abandon my responsibilities?

There’s this foreboding feeling in my gut next to the ramen stock piles that suggests no matter what I choose, 10 years later I will kick myself for not doing something else. That leaves me paralyzed.

I hate paralyzed. Life is calling. I need to get stuff done.

Or at least get out of bed before 10:00 AM.

What I learned today: The difference between being a hypocrite and being delightfully unpredictable is whether or not you admit it with a smile.

Tags: job hunt, work